[[ I Will Cut Maself Cuz Tat Was Wad I Swear ]] -Farny Barny-

2004-10-31T13:04:00.000-09:00

damn im finally 16. okiee. sat went out. count down ta tings bdae.. went town. den we wenta boat quay ta clubb. den wenta party world. till 6am. woow. its lyke. wth. 7 am onli left mel,ru ting, ru hui, kelvin, gary [ da policee mann siaal.], shaman. da othas went off either arnd 4+ or had their own trans yehh.
now im at gf hsee. hehaheha.

ATTENTION PEEPSS...

2004-07-07T20:50:00.000-08:00

HEY PEEPS READIN NW.. I'VE CHANGE MA BLOG ADD TO redblackbarny-.blogspot.com IF U HAF ME IN YA LINKS OR ANYTHING.. PLS CHANGE IT.. THANKSS... LOVE YA'LL! DO VISIT MA BLOG KIES!? THANKS.

HELLOOOOO*

2004-07-07T19:54:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION PEEPS.. I CHANGED MA BLOG ADD... ITS redblackbarny-.blogspot.com... thanksss...

CHANGE OF BLOG ADD

2004-07-06T23:48:00.000-08:00

HEY PEEPS!! SORRY... I'VE CHANGE MA BLOG ADD ALREADYYY.. IT IS REDBLACKBARNY-.BLOGSPOT.COM.....SORRIEE...CHANGE ME IN YA LINKS KIE.. THANKSS!! CYAA

i'm sleepyy..

2004-07-06T21:13:00.000-08:00

okiee.. last tok abt ytd first since i din blog ytd..

[[monday]] woke up arnd.. 12.30! vic called me.. yeahh.. aft tat i called sel..mel was at his hse..so dey asked me whether i wanted ta go and watch movie.. but actually i was suppose ta go watch movie with ma another fwen.. so mel they all bought da ltr tix.. 4.50 show.. lol..at da end din meet ma another fwen.. cuz he sae din haf tix.. so i asked him ta go out with his fwens.. i go out with mine too..left da hse wenta buy sticks..aft tat sat a cab ta taka ta meet sel and mel.. ate alil.. aft tat we wenta rocky ta lepat awhile..aft tat we saw celeste and her bf i guess.. den jiaming, aug and eugene came.. so we asked jm to help us open a tablee.. play pool.. aft tat matt came.. din tok to him.. well.. aft tat wenta watch movie.. aft tat went back ta k pool.. cuz gene, cheryl, ang, sher and matt was there.. lol..den we played pool.. puff and puff.. kenny yeo came! playes with him one round..i lost.. lol* aft tat joshua and 'more or less' was there too.. aft tat all of us, sel and gary oso wenta eat longjohn.. still din tok ta matt.. gees.. bad rytee..all of us puffed outside cine..stup kenny yeo go and pull me and i almost fell.. luckily he and sel held on ta me.. if nt i'll fall and i'll kill him! lol.. aft tat.. wanted ta go off alreadii.. think ma barny was alil mad at me.. had some misunderstandin yea.. and all.. ahh.. it sucked la yea.. so.. wadeva...aft tat acc aloy ta california fitness den went homee...was on line tokin.. den hadta do da poa crap thing..at da same tyme was tokin ta aloy and mean royal king.. lol.. slept arnd 2.30am

[[sorrie deariee.. din mean ta make ya jealous.. sorry..*smuackiess-*]]
[[sorry babyy..[sher]..hope u and ang are fine now eh..sorry! *hugs-]]

[[Tues]]
Todae woke up alil earlier! lol.. cuz wanted ta go sch earlier..tot tat i was gonna slp in sch todae..but i din..well..during englishh..ma teacha ask me ta do da conversation tingy..which is part of da oral thing infront of da whole class.. its like wtf.. i was so god damnit pai sehh. i was like laughin all da way..and i seriously din noe watta sae.. aft sch had remediall.. maths mock test paper.. is was boring la.. its irritatin! cuz i hate studyin i hate sch.. and i noe i cant make it for ma n's this year.. i noe it.. anyway..aft remedial..wenta town.. while waitin for da royal king saw aloy.. aft tat when i met da royal king alreadi.. it was like rainin kinda heavily.. yeahh..royal king offered his sweater but.. it was kinda paiseh ta cover maself and walk la.. yeahh so we just walk liddat.. lol.. reached rocky i was like all drenched! kinda cold la..matt gave me crunchie..*watta gd bf ryte..so carin* lol..he helped me ta dry ma hair too..AWWW..SO SWEET!! lol..aft tat he was doin ma SS.. den wenta long john ta eat with matty and cliffy!! aft tat went back ta rocky.. 'more or less' and PRATA BOY came.. prata boy met prata gerl b4 tat.. they must be doing real great.. lol.. vic came!!! awww.. was damn shock! she wanted da gif her royal king a surprise! WELL VIC...SOMEONE SAE I WAS SO SWEET WANNA GIF MATT A SURPRISE AND LAUGHIN EH.. U TOOK MA IDEA AND I SHLD BE LAUGHIN AT U EH..LOL..cliffy was damnit shocked.. lol.. awhile ltr.. matt and i left.. he sent me till qt mrt den went back ta sommerset ta meet aloy..and i went back home.. and open ma starhub bill leta.. WOOW IT WAS 287.. fark mann.. got a lil scolding..yea..but she said tat ma next months bill cant be tat much..*sorrie mummy!* okiee.. im feelin tired now..and i miss ma spermy barny!freak chem test tml! darn*

[[thanks darlin..i'm reli happy ta haf ya..loads of kisses* you'll nv be replaced..]]

+ Neva be replaced - 1st ladi +

supa gd gerl today..but i miss ma sticks..

2004-07-04T19:40:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 12.. yeahh..did all ma things.. tok ta sherlyn and aloy on line.. aft tat tok to vic on da fone.. sherlyn was damn happy cuz it was finally sucessful tat she can receive da msn plus i send her.. lol.. CONGRATS LE EN! PRATA COUPLE SEHH..WOOW..lol.. triple dates gonna be on mann.. on le ens bdae.. gees.. still can rem ytd.. we were watchin porn at cine 8 floor.. on " more or less" laptop...lol..im tired...! *yawns-
Go and smoke till ur heart turns black! wadeva-

[[ i seriously miss ma sticks ]]

[[ stop suckin up.. fuck off.. lol..bytch i hate ya ta bits! ]]

+ creed - one last breathe +

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
(You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love) 2X

Here's how it goes
You and me, up and down, but maybe this time
We'll get it right; worth the fight; cause love is something you can't
shake
When it breaks
all it takes is some trying

Chorus:
If you feel like leavin'
I'm not gonna make you stay
But soon you'll be findin'
You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love

So if you go, you should know
it's hard to just forget the past, so fast
It was good, it was bad, but it was real
and that's all you have,
in the end, all that matters

Chorus

You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love

Here's how it goes, all it takes, is some trying
If you feel like leaving, I'm not gonna make you stay
But soon you'll be findin'
You can run you can hide, but you can't escape my love

If you feel like leavin, i'm not gonna make you stay
But soon you'll be findin
You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love

You can run (10x)

You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide, but you can't escape my love

i miss nth but ma sticks..i love em!

2004-07-04T03:13:00.000-08:00

Its sundae.. early mornin 3.01am and i haven showered yet.. okie.. ytd, woke up tok to vic and ltr on ma fren.. lepat in da bed.. aft tat wenta get readi ta get outta da hse to head ta town.. ma mum fetch sher and i cuz i was lazy.. aft tat lepat at rocky wit sherlyn, selwyn, pit kun, small jem, leslie (shld be spelt this way eh), cliff and i.. aft tat wenta play pool.. no table so we went outside ta smoke first.. wahs.. todae finsh 20 sticks with ma baby mann..gees..beta nt smoke so much.. aft tat played pool.. jess, sher and i wenta long john wanted ta eat.. but no space ta sit.. so bought food and went outside k pool there to eat.. wahs.. lyke beggars siaa.. fark.. den aft tat cliff, aloy, ma dearie, moralles (dunno howta spel siaa) and sel came ta lepat wit us outside..and den..aft tat wenta *bucks... lepat and crack lotsa jokes..damn funnie! went bac ta cine.. regi and cindy oso joined us.. den we lepat outside cuz there wasnt any table.. aft tat ang came.. we lepat while ma baby and ang wenta eat and dunno do wad.. lol.. aft tat dey came ta find us.. so da guys played pool.. aft tat.. left with sel.. sat cab.. send him home den i wenta find ma fren.. we went riva valley ta makan.. aft tat HOME! im supa full to da core.. *tired* being a gd gurl.. ltr part of da day.. so sad.. ma parents wenta gdwood ta eat.. nv ask me to go along.. lol.. but nvm.. dun wish ta see ma mad sista oso.. tat irritating bitch..beta end.. i gotta go shower alreadi.. i stink!

[[i love him* ta bits..*smuackiees-*]]

[[no such thing as evalastin love..fark off]]

+ Mxpx - barbie gurl +

tired me*

2004-07-03T00:41:00.000-08:00

todae..i mean fridae.. cuz it has past 12.. woke up frm bed.. wanted to wake up slightly earlier but.. couldnt.. so i wenta sch.. copied some hw.. lol.. im a bad student.. okie.. aft tat classes and all.. remedial.. was havin ss test and i was like msgin matt.. yeah.. aft tat went home change and outta da hse! met sher.. wenta paragon.. wenta buy present for her ang.. a supa boxers wit woman on it.. den wenta rocky to mit jess, ruting and celeste.. nt long aft tat they went off.. aloy came.. so.. aloy, le en, sher and i wenta long john.. wenta eat.. den mel and pikie came.. yeahh.. was shocked when i saw pikie.. woow.. nv eva saw her wear liddat b4 mann.. arghh.. but anyway.. aloy help us ta open pool table and k pool.. den ang came.. den sel.. den clifford..den john.. den regina ma dearie..den aug, terence and jaslin.. we played from abt 5 to 9 sth.. and i was msgin rl.. long ryte? reli ex too.. played alot of games.. aloy is gd.. he is clifford and ma teacha! heheh.. aft tat.. da guys went long john and eat.. den da gerls went heeren ta take neos! lol* first tyme takin wif jaslin.. aft tat.. slack and long john awhile den met up with regi awhile.. aft tat went home.. din getta sae bye ta aloy.. cuz he was at taka.. but anyway.. ma body is reli achin now..

[[dearie.. gd luck for ya O lvl chi lc tml! and too all ma o lvl fwens!]]

[[u beta eat reg meals i tell ya, dun wanna c ya fall sick or haf gastric]]

[[wadeva u sae..but seriously im sorrie..i'll be there for ya]]

[[boo! thanks for sending me home!]]

+ radio - perfect 10 +

sleepy!!! i just dunno a fark la..im confused..*sighh

2004-07-01T17:27:00.000-08:00

woke up todae.. damn damn tired.. did all ma stuff.. couldnt style ma hair todae dunno why was tryin ta style it and da wind keep blowin.. aft tat when i was abt ta leave ma hse it rained..
reached sch.. saw all da green trees.. cuz it was ncc dae..den aft tat thru da pa system.. mr osman da cute one was readin da speech and i was like fallin aslp..aft tat was phy.. i couldnt tahan mann.. so i slept in class from 8.30-9.10 i onli stood up and greet da teacha cuz change period.. and i went back ta slp.. den ma chi teacha was sayin change period so long alreadi but ma phy bk is still on da table.. den he woke me up.. but i went back ta slp again la.. cuz i was supa tired and slpy..
aft sch there was phy remedial.. but we lepat in da UNISEX toilet.. eat potato chips and all.. havoc siaa..den they were smokin.. and all.. ang and sher were hanky pankin..lol.. so bored in phy remedial i was like tokin all da way and msg rl and matt nt even listenin to tat guy..wadeva..aft tat suppose ta go town with sher ta buy a gift for her ang but it was kinda late so we decided ta buy it tml.. yeahh.. tats abt it la.. msgin rl now.. chattin on line.. blahsssssss.. lazy la!

[[i seriously dunno howta tell ya w/o me havin ta hurt da heart of yers..cuz i dun wanna..]]

+ Groove Coverage - far away from home +

haisss*

2004-06-30T19:54:00.000-08:00

todae.. was bloody tired.. couldnt get outta bed.. hahah.. left da hse late.. it was rainin so if i was late for sch there wld be a valid reason eh.. hahah.. lessons were boring.. slept in class.. chem was totally S&C.. *yawns- aft sch wenta town with sherlyn, pk and mel cuz aloy ask me whether wanna go dwn.. kie.. went there.. chill.. do some english shyt..aft tat matt came..and blahss.. saw joven and others.. woow.. she's attached now yea.. aft tat went home wit sherlyn.. saw da "panda" hahah.. augs gd fren eh? hahah.. was walkin and msgin RL.. yeahh.. tats abt it.. came home slack!!!!!!!!

[[i hate flirts like u.. goshh.. ur reli one kinda.. *sighh*]]

[[Cut Rite Down!!]]

+ Dj Ted - miracle remix +

blackk outtsss

2004-06-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

im bored...tokin to sel on da fone now.. nth ta do.. just now was tokin to sherlyn.. blackout siaa...kanna shock sia i was on da com den suddenly all black i tot there was hantu mann.. gees.. got freaked out..

[[i'll cut cuz i swear..u dun care..but this i'll live up to it]]

+sel's voice+

tired--haissss happy or sad?

2004-06-29T21:27:00.000-08:00

tired mann! din blog for few daes.. so let me update.. okokie

[fridae] wenta town.. meet up with matt and da rest.. sherlyn and ang was oso there.. okiee.. she manage ta get outta da hse.. tats great ryte..went long john.. den rocky..chill with joven and her fren..went heeren ta take wax and joven help me style ma stup hair.. hahah.. went k pool.. went outside to...... den ang almost kanna beaten siaa.. sher and i gotta shock mann.. damn... aft tat.. went down to rocky..was in a lost of mood.. met up with joven again.. matt and all were there too..suddenly got alot of probs.. joven oso cried.. comfort her la.. den sher probs.. ma probs.. arghh... its was like a totally farkin day tat dae la.. den aft tat wenta newton ta eat supper wit matt, ang, sher and sel.. was kinda funnie somehow la..den went home..sel was kinda drunk la..and i had ta be a gd fren and bought him tea and make it nt so hot..

[Sat to sundae] k la.. wake up.. laze arnd.. sher came ta ma hse.. and aft tat we wenta ps tgt.. met mark first cuz he was there alreadi den matt came.. bought tics for da movie we were gonna watch.. -godsend- aft tat wenta play pool wit.. mark, matt, sel, sher, ang, thomas, melvin, kenny, clifford and vic.. tats all.. clifford cut his hair! hahah.. was alil nerd.. but aft all alryte la.. still gd lookin..aft tat wenta chill at *bucks for awhile cuz we were waitin for mark and ang.. yeah so.. aft tat wenta watch da movie.. was kinda scary but its nice.. damn.. gotta shock kinda mani tymess.. but ya.. onli mark matt sel ang sher and i watched da movie..aft tat went back ta cine.. with a kinda spoil mood *sel and sher knows y* anyway.. wad can i do.. aft tat.. ate at long john.. saw shaun at lvl 3 toilet.. look more tann mann.. aft tat wenta lepat at rocky with regina and da same old peeps..yeah.. aft tat wanted ta go cape in to book hotel and stay ova.. cuz we were bored and were plannin ta stay out.. but in da end we wenta J box at bukit merah.. until 3.. aloy came.. brought VODKA.. hahah.. aft tat wenta a playground near angs hse.. aft tat ang went home suppose ta haf a scoldin but sher was with him so he din.. so.. matt and i wenta aloys hse.. haf fun.. drank da vodka..some hw saw alil of da sunrise..den was kinda tired.. so i slept.. hahah.. woke up and ate Crunchie! aft tat matt and aloy wenta some hawker centre near by..and i was like an idiot wearin jacket with tube and jeans in da morning.. hahah and matts shirt was design by me!! nice yea? hahah.. ma lipstick mark all ova.. hahah..aft tat.. matt and i took a train to queenstown.. let sherlyn look at his beautiful shirt den we lepat awhile at qt mrt.. aft tat he walk with us hm.. so sweet eh? hahah.. aft tat sher and i were eatin and watchin tv.. aft tat went to ma room to lepat.. was lying down while i was tokin to her and fell aslp and i tok nosense ta her.. hahah.. so paiseh mann..aft she left had a great great slp.. but aft i woke up ma bones were like fallin apart.. i onli ate alil cuz i felt like pukin..aft tat went on line aft a while.. when ta slp..*early*

[mondae] woke up! suppose to be da first dae of sch.. but i was sick.. had alil feva, gastric and sorethroat.. so din go ta sch.. slept till 9+ and ma mom woke me up ta see da doc..aft tat came home.. watch tv.. this show which was damn nice.. haha.. aft tat went back ta slp until arnd 4pm.. den i woke up.. slack.. suppose ta meet sherlyn at 6.. but i met her at 8.. aft tat i came home.. did all da hw.. and tok on da fone finsh ma work arnd 2+.. aft tat was tokin on da fone till anrd 3 this morning~! den wenta slp

[Tuesdae->todae!] woke up.. did everything.. wonder howta tie ma stup hair to sch.. it look damn funnie mann.. gees.. boring mann sch.. aft sch had maths mock exam.. i was kinda sleepin den sherlyn woke me up and gave me a shock siaa.. was reli tired.. aft tat went town.. met matt, aloy and all.. wenta eat at long john, slack at rocky den wenta take neos wit sel, sher, matt, pk and i! first tyme takin with pk mann! she cut her hair.. hahah.. aft tat went home.. now at home slackin.. on line.. bored mann!

*congrats aloy u must be real happiee...*

*hope things will work out.. love yaa*

+ dave mcCullen - rave heaven +

[[i cut for wad i swear.. deep a nt.. im nt sure..tats a swear i'll always live up too..but i shall nt live up to one of da swear.. cuz u r just a P.O.s..]]

bloody barny

2004-06-24T12:50:00.000-08:00

haisss.... bloody barny smoke todae.. argh.. anyway.. went orchard meet jess and sel and aft tat cliff and vic came ta long john to find us den matt den le en and melon.. aft tat wenta watch undead.. hahah damn gross.. den things happen.. hahah.. aft tat wenta take neos regina came too.. aft tat ate marche.. den met up with sel.. vic,jac and cliff went home.. aft tat.. damn funnie sia.. lepat at rocky.. hahah.. den aft tat i hyper.. laugh non stop.. home! nice dae.. but bloody barny smoke! liar

i'm a gd gerl todae

2004-06-23T22:43:00.000-08:00

i din go out todae! but i din do any homework either slept at 6.30 am and woke up at arnd 3 sth.. hahah.. tok on da fone.. on line for loooooooooong supa long hours.. tats all i did todae..wld be going out tml!!! awww..

[[i'm not violent i'm just pissed..wth.. haiss..]]

[[i'll play along wif ya.. if u wanna play...]]

+ yellowcard - star struck+

watta bytch!

2004-06-23T04:01:00.000-08:00

its 3.55am.. okie.. just hung up da fone wit sher, jess and sel.. were conferencin.. ma dad came home.. ytd [Tuesdae] cuz it has past 12.. gees.. was out.. in town.. left home wit ma sis and took a train together.. its been ages since we took a train together la uh. aft tat meet up wif mark, matt, aloy and small jeremy.. they were playin pool aft tat we went long john, taka, *bucks and home.. was bored la.. nth much ta sae...

[[bytch.. nt happie with me.. den come and tell me la..arse]]

+ finch - letters to you +

awwww!!!! ma hair!!!

2004-06-22T02:41:00.000-08:00

okie.. its tuesdae cuz it has past 12.. and its 2.34am now! tokin to matt.. just now was mark and vic too.. but ya.. they hung up alreadi.. okokie.. so ytd [mondae] was planin ta wake up at 1.30pm but vic called me and i toked to her at 12.15.. ya.. was still tired den i went on line.. got readi at arnd 2.. sat a cab ta jess hse ta pick sherlyn up.. den we went down to cine!!! ARGH!!! MATT WAS PMSIN MANN!!! FARK RTIE? hahah.. but was okie ltr.. sat at rocky awhile and left to taka.. cut ma freakin hair at reds! almost half of it is gone!!!! ooh fark it mann! it kinda suck la.. woow.. he cut like.. alot *drop jaw* farkk.. wenta heeren ta take neos wit matt and sher.. and aft tat wenta cine wit matt and chill wit da rest.. cuz sher and ang went out.. but lata sher ask me to plae pool.. so went up.. aft tat long john den heeren den cine again den home! ooh ya saw joven and another bung.. dey din noe tat it was me! gees.. so mean.. but ya.. hahah.. kie.. tats all.. maybe going ta town wit matt and mark tml! i kinda dun lyke ma hair.. but arghh its okie la

[[MATT DUN PMS ALRYTE!!]]

[[Not in a gd mood la.. but wad can i do.. *sigh* act happie la.. fark ryte]]

+Listenin to matt tokin *heehee*+

let me die

2004-06-21T02:50:00.000-08:00

okokie.. its sun todae! okie lets tok abt fri.. ytd.. okokie, so i woke up and all and got readi before sherlyn came.. ya so she came at arnd.. 2.. brought dumplings for me! how sweet ryte.. heheh.. *thanks baby* she brought da squid too.. i washed it and all la uh n ma hands totally stinks aft tat la.. got readi all da bbq stuff..sher dad fetched us thr.. thanks uncle.. hahah.. aft tat started da fire.. eat..played pool.. play dare game so sick mann..gotta let *him kiss.. ah frens aft all so ya.. i was a farkin depression kid on tat dae.. and ya.. so its like wth.. and YESH! i smoked on fridae! fark it la.. i dunno la.. damn confused and all la.. drank at mels hse.. chill at mels hse..tok to matt on da fone.. i told ma mum i was going home at 5 in da morning but we were like playin game.. SLAPPIN poker! hahah... mel sher and i had a great tyme slappin da guys... ang [ sher's guy ] got da most! 50 slaps frm me and sher.. poor thing la.. but we enjoyed it.. aft tat mels uncle woke up and wenta buy breakfast for us.. ya den.. we ate and all da guys left except ang cuz he was waitin for sherlyn and i.. yea.. we had a tummy pain.. but ya aft tat had ta wait awhile cuz ma fone had totally empty batt so mel help me ta charge it in her round round uncles rm! hahah.. thanks mellie.. aft tat ang , sher and i took a cab home.. it was arnd 8 sth in mornin.. aft tat wenta haf a slp and overslept! was suppose ta meet sherlyn at 3 but both of us overslept and woke up abt 2.45 hehe.. aft tat met up wit sher.. went town.. slack at rocky.. sher teared cuz of ang PMSIN everytyme.. poor thing.. haiss.. GUYS SUCKS FOREVA [GSF] ! aft tat wenta 8 floor ta find da TWINS! hahah.. pretty twins.. wenta rocky.. smoked! slack there till 11.. home.. msgin.. tokin cock wit ma sistas frens..slept.. woke up and slept again.. den ma mum woke me up at 6 cuz had daddys day dinner..aft tat played pool and some kinda game.. tats all la.. on da fone wit regi and matt now!its mon 2.50 AM! holdin on to da fone but aint tokin.. kie nth ta sae either la..

[[i dun understand ya.. truely.. i cant stop u frm doing things but it seems tat u can.. prob i shall nt listen anymore.. kie.. fark it.. i wanna smoke.. i dun care.. farkin hell.. sth like scolded me.. yea.. i din sae.. ya so wad.. fine den.. wadeva.. kie.. i shall just shut da fark up kie.. fark everything.. forget it.. i suck.. so do guys!they treat u gd and all when they haf nt get ya but totally da opp when they haf ya.. aft tat he dump ya! farkin arse!i wanna smoke so wad! ]]

+ Groove coverage - million tears +

i'm dead tired!

2004-06-17T23:59:00.000-08:00

i'm lazy to blog so..i'll blog a short one..i was tokin to matt on da fone and slept onli arnd 5.. earlier den usual.. woke up at 11.45.. den left hse to meet sher at 2.40... aft at met up wit da rest and we wenta buy bbq.. saw someone which i din want to.. aft tat wenta mels hse den sher and i walked ta cine.. saw da whole grp of em.. den sher and i wenta sit inside long john while they were outside.. vic came.. aft tat le en, small jeremy and clifford came and sit wit us.. den aft tat we were crappin den we heard dp got a punch wenta see wad happen.. woow.. she looked pissed.. den we went rocky ta sit slack wit da whole lot and all.. saw some freakin ah lians and ah lians wanna be.. ewwkkk i detest em! slack till bout 10.45 den wenta eat supper.. tats all la.. den home.. tml need go bbq.. wake up earli to perpare food..tats all la..

[[okie..nt reli in a gd mood nw.. kinda shagg..confused..like wad i told ya vic.. its nt gonna be a happie endin.. its nt da same and i nv wanna get hurt eva again! hais! i hate things.. i hate life! i dun wanna live.. i feel like shit! i hate lians and bytches like em..]]

+ Devotion - Ma Prayer +

bored~!

2004-06-15T19:09:00.000-08:00

wth..i kinda mood swing todae.. anyway.. quarrelled wit ma dad and i was pissed wif ma mom.. woke up arnd 3 called vic..den went on line.. watch tv.. chill..so some other things.. blah blah blah! i'm a gd gerl todae..wth..!ooh ya went out ytd..saw some idiots!
life sucks.. love hurts.. stop askin me ques.. cuz u suck.. i hate u.. fark off.. =X
i wanna smoke.. but i cant! waitin for ma Ex-god dadi to come back!!!!

[[get lost alright]]

+ britney spears - everytyme remix +

i dun wanna see anyone but u

2004-06-14T16:53:00.000-08:00

i'm bored to da core.. i dun wanna fall in love.. i dun wanna live on! i'm going crazy! =X i hate everything tats going on now.. i hate tat bytch! wadeva! let me die la.. watta bytch she is! watta fark r frens for? dun gif me any attitude cuz ur just a nor person to me.. dun ask me anymore questions.. nt anymore.. *sorrie i'm nuts la*

[[i hate everything]]

+ son by four - purest of pain +

bytches

2004-06-13T17:48:00.000-08:00

I FARKIN LOVE MA FRENSTER I FARKIN HATE YA.. I FARKIN HATE BYTCHES LIKE YOU YOU AND YOU.. FARKIN BYTCH.. NAME ME A BYTCH.. WELL NOW I WILL LIVE UP TO ONE AND DA WORST AND MOST BYTCHY BYTCH U WILL EVA SEE.. DUN DISGRACE EVERYTHING.. JUST DISGRACE URSELF IS MORE DEN ENAF...STOP COPYIN AND POSIN.. FARK OFF.. U WUN AFFECT ME TAT MUCH.. FUCK OFF..I JUST LOVE TO SEE U HATE ME SO MUCH.. I JUST LOVE TO SEE U REACT THIS WAY.. LOVIE LOVE IT SO MUCH BYTCH..

[[I'M PISSED..YES NOW..SO WAD]]

boredddd.. ma sunburn is sooooo......

2004-06-13T16:26:00.000-08:00

I'M HOME BEINGa gd gerl..slp till kinda late and vic called me so i tok to her.. yeps.. now slackin.. ya soo.. nth much... dunno why but i just gotta temptation ta smoke.. arrr.. wadeva..

[[No mood.. why 2 sia..]]

+ Groove Coverage - 7 years and 50 days +

ma sunburn!

2004-06-12T23:56:00.000-08:00

back home! okie.. so this mornin they were conferencin.. but hahah.. i feel aslp.. le en, matt, vic and mark.. hahah.. anyway.. den i woke up at arnd 9.15 ya.. so called vic. and all la.. got readi.. met sherlyn.. den met vic at potong pasir.. waited awhile den we took da nel to habour front..wenta da hawker centre to mit up wit aloy, matt and aloy's fren.. aft tat we waited for vicky..went sentosa.. till arnd 6+ den wenta orchard ta eat den cine.. den k pool.. aft tat long john to chill la.. so ya.. was kinda tired! and my sunburn is DAMNIT PAINFUL TO DA CORE! wadeva~!

[[Y is it liddat *hais*]]

+ jet - rollover Dj +

tired to da core

2004-06-11T18:51:00.000-08:00

shouts out* I'm supa sleepy...slept like 7 this mornin cuz i was conferencin wit vic and matt. hahah.. for dunno wad reason.. vic was damn hyper.. damn awake! gees.. usually she wld be v.tired.. so she startin singin.. hahah.. woke up and 9 for POA remedial.. was damn sleepy.. aft tat wenta find gary.. and den went home! tok on da fone.. slack and SLEEPPP!!!! den woke up and tok to Princess VIc.. hu thinks she is useless.. hais.. tats all for now..

[[why2????]]

+Barenaked ladies - leave+

why cant it be one aft another

2004-06-10T11:59:00.000-08:00

okokie.. haf been sayin "wtf" these few daes.. hahah.. guess i shld stop n i cant sae it too.. but duh~ i still said it.. went out wit ma frens.. evenin.. dunno for wad reason i was shagg and pissed.. hais.. was sittin at rocky.. vic was tokin to joell so joven came over and sat wit me.. was havin a headache too.. so i was lyin on da table..
ltr part.. vic, joven, matt and i was sittin on da same table.. ya.. so kinda tok took foto wit vics digi.. den aloy came.. joven felt Xtra so she went over to sit wit her frens.. was like so damn tired mann! den aft everyone left onli matt and i was there.. den i kinda fell aslp and he was waitin for his fren cuz they were gonna club.. hahah.. yeps.. met joven and we went home together..yeps. aft tat met sherlyn at da mrt.. hahah.. gary was there too.. acc joven to wait for a bus! sher said she was kinda cute at tymes..
anyway.. nth much la.. i'm supa slpy!

[[ why 2 ]]

+ neva be da same - 1st ladi +

i hate maself

2004-06-10T02:09:00.000-08:00

*tired* now on da fone wit regi and vic.. ya.. yesterdae vic, mark, aloy, matt and i were on da fone conferencin till da morning 7 den had ta wake up arnd 11 aft tat went out den back home and now on da fone.. waitin for da rest to call in and all of us r like dead tired. blog some other tyme.. haven been bloggin for few daes.. ya.. its 2aM!!! wtf.. hahah.. this is ma last tyme i'm gonna sae it!

[[ life sucks ]]

currently listenin to + devotion - my prayer +

i think i noe hu isit.. baby just think properly

2004-06-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

okie! stayed at home todae.. being a gd gerl.. so i can go out tml.. clubbin too.. but arhh..wadeva la.. kinda pissed of at 2 bytches..its like one's damnit copyrite.. its irritatin..da other.. grr.. dunno watta sae abt her.. get alife and stop actin infront of me.. cuz i'm gonna be numb alreadi..
was tokin to mark online..hahah den he was like sayin i was fierce..well.. it all depends on hu it is la.. so ya..think i'm too pissed and listenin to techno.. okie.. heard wad vic told me and like.. gees.. how cheap can dey be.. i'm statin facts..

*shouts* vic dun be pissed off la kie! its like.. forget it la.. ((:

[[wads wit life..wats wif ya'll]]

Tired!

2004-06-05T23:03:00.000-08:00

okie! i m super tired and lazy todae cuz i slept at 3 sth in da mornin and hadta wake up at 6 but i shut da alarm and slept till 6+ and saw da msg sherlyn msg me.. luckily she said meet lata if nt.. i'll be in deep shit.. aft flag dae..went home wit ang, sher and i den met sher.. aft tat met ma other frenss.. more todae.. i dunno why but cindy sounds kinda cutee.. as in her voice.. and regina a pretty gerl.. cheerful type. hahah.. aft tat hang out at cine.. long john den rocky..chilled there.. woow.. cliff lost his fone, one side of his slipper and all gees.. watta dae for him..went rocky and chill wit matt n marks.. hahahs.. aloy was pissed dunno at wad too.. and was tokin to gab.. woow.. gab looked guai..but aint.. vic and i were shock.. hahah.. baker[dunno howta spell but it sounds tat way] was sleepin.. cuz cindy, baker and cliff ton at cine yesterdae..arrr.. i'm tired.. see ya'll..

[[i hoped..but it just din come true for todae]]
[[Be original..dun be a copyrite]]

reli tired gonna blog tml or wadeva

wad shld i be?

2004-06-04T14:17:00.000-08:00

okie.. so going out wit sherlyn , melody and selwyn lata.. guess gonna go orchard la.. ya.. so nth much ta blog.. blog tonite..

[[tell me wad r true frens and hu r da fakers]]

shld i be hatin?

2004-06-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

okokie.. so again.. wenta town again! hahah.. wenta watch a movie.. and i was almost late mann.. da show was damn nice okie and touchin..aft da movie wenta meet her bung frens.. took neos and aft tat wenta meet more bung frens.. den wenta cine long john.. saw le en there.. haha.. den aft tat wenta far east wit em.. aft tat vic and i went back ta cine.. went rocky.. saw le en, clifford, mark and grp there.. aft tat.. chill there.. took pics and aft tat le en's dad call so he went home.. hahah.. aft tat we went up wit clifford to K pool.. saw him play awhile.. den we went off.. so now.. at home..

[ i just wonder.. wwadddss wit ya? ]

i love todae!

2004-06-02T23:59:00.000-08:00

okie.. so todae.. woke up got readi and all.. wenta mit sherlyn at qt mrt.. aft tat took a bus to orchard wit her.. walk ta cine and we wenta take fotos..hahah.. okie.. she screwed da cine wan so we wenta heereen ta take.. aft takin we wenta cine and waited outside cheers for vic.. hahah.. so we wenta walk den wenta check out da movie tickets cuz sherlyn was suppose ta buy.. of cuz nt gonna watch it with us.. its wit ANG! hahah.. but when we reached den he said he was on da way n asked her nt ta buy.. so we went down ta rocky to chill.. so we bought a drink.. *part tyme waitin for ang* haha.. aft sher wenta meet ang vic and i wenta long john to get a bite.. den sel and lia came.. aft we ate.. we left.. wenta cheers ta buy sweet and lia and sel left.. so vic n i chilled outside cheers.. aft tat we decided to plae table hockey.. so we walked in.. *Woow* freak mann.. we saw da reali cute guy we saw yesterdae.. vic and i was like awwwww.. hahah.. vic was crazier thou.. hahah.. okie.. den we were like damnit happie.. so we wenta play table hockey.. half way when we were playin woow.. so many peeps crowd round.. we were like so paiseh.. hahah.. den aft da game we walked of.. den wenta cheers to chill again.. aft awhile da st festive started so vic wanted ta go rocky again.. so we went.. sat down.. aft awhile there was this guy wanted ta noe vic.. hahah.. ooh ya..b4 tat we saw da MO PING! gees..hahah.. k back to da guy wanna noe vic.. it was da click of da cute guys.. hahah.. den some of da grp peeps joined our table.. woohoo.. we were like so paiseh..gosh..so chat and chill.. aft tat went up to da ticket booth and we were pissed of by da workers attitude! damn! aft tat we went of.. and home now.. nth much.. happie dae.. knew more peeps! ((:

[ gees.. how i wish.. ]

eye bags!

2004-06-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

okie! so todae woke up at arnd 1.30 and VIC msg me! woow.. ask me ta go out..so i called her arranged da place and tyme den wenta get readi.. hahah.. so got ma dad ta fetch me la.. cuz i tot i was late.. so.. reached there at bout 3.35 but she wasnt there yet so i wenta da mrt ta wait for her.. aft awhile our princess vic came.. so we went long john to eat den tok lotzza crap there.. aft tat wenta buy ear ring and den we went of ta heeren ta take photos! we took twice.. hahah.. aft tat we wenta rocky ta chill waitin for guai he.. but she was kinda late so vic n i went of to espirt and wanted ta try clothes but guai he came alreadii.. so we wenta see her new hairstyle.. woow.. din see guai he like for 2 years? she looks beta each day! hahah..aft tat we went of ta taka mango ta try clothes so we tried and took pics usin vic digi.. haha.. we both like this black dress.. so nice but it was rather short..haha.. den her fren Joven was waitin outside.. den went zara ta do da same thing.. but zara clothes kinda suck! ewkk.. argh...wadeva.. aft tat went back ta cine long john.. bought a drink and aft a while went to take photo again! hahah.. aft tat went outside cheers ta take foto.. den joven asked one of her frens ta help us ta take. woow.. vic and i were like.. woow.. his not bad..cute arh.. hahah.. den aft tat we went off... took same mrt as joven.. tok tok.. got off at queenstown mrt and she took 195.. aft tat wenta meet up wit sherlyn downstairs her hse! woow.. she changed her new specs! her eyes look as if it shrank! aft tat went home.. arh.. nth much la.. ((:

[ dun let me fall for ya ]

Tired me!

2004-05-31T23:47:00.000-08:00

sorrie for da spellin errors for da past entry cuz it was sooo damn long!!woow.. toodae woke up at 5pm! yesterdae wenta shower arnd 12.45 den sherlyn showered.. while waitin for her i fell aslp.. but when she came inta ma room i woke up...den aft tat we wenta slp.. but i slept off first i think cuz i was like alreadi half dead.. hahah.. den we slept all da way till 5 this afternoon! hahah.. aft tat we wenta wash up and prepare our breakfast+lunch+tea= i dunno.. hahah.. and we watched tv and ma sista's 21st birthdae video.. den aft da 7pm show she went back..kinda lazy ta blog so now tats it.. we're plannin another bunk over and BBQ~! this sherlyn arh.. so kuku.. humph.. *she noe wad i mean* hahah.. okies! next sat there's a flag day! argh!

+ show da true colours! +

[ gees..lovielove! ]

okie.. this is an continuation

2004-05-30T21:42:00.001-08:00

okokies.. just came home.. aft i finsh bloggin.. all of us went inta da room like 13 peeps!! squeezin and snatchin for pillow, blanket, bosters and all.. and stup terence, john and aug kept on disturbin us! tickle.. pull our legs, hair and all sort.. [ stup john u prevert! hahah ] aft some went out cuz it was too cold so sherlyn and i terence, john jiaming Ugene and some others i think were inside.. was too tired so i slept of.. hahah.. sherlyn was made use of terence pillow.. till her legs were painfull... slept all da way until abt 9 they wanted to go for breakfast.. so we wash up and all wenta da MARKET! haf not been there for sucha long long tyme mann! so funnie it was like one big grp going to the market and we took a long tyme to buy our food and all till aug was complainin and john wanted ta try da prawn noodles and aft all of us finsh den he got his food cuz it was a very long Q.. aft tat we went back and we havock awhile in da rm and aft john and sel left and aug went home to change and come back we fell aslp.. hahah.. aft we woke up change and got readi we wenta sentosa.. of cuz with some unwilliness.. duh! but when we reach there, there was no more sun it was covered by da clouds so we onli bury our legs.. and aft awhile when in da sea in our sports bra and mel in her SEXY bikini.. *wooweet* okokie.. den wenta washup couldnt shower cuz there were too mani peeps.. ya and soo... aft tat wenta da habourfront there ta eat! hahah.. sherlyn and i were so hungry till we were like..PIGS! hahah okokie.. and went home! in da bus was da funniest thing it was like! i wanted da press da stop bell in da bus but couldnt and den sherlyn press den can sia.. den i wanted to press again but couldnt.. den we were like fools in da bus laffin our LUNGS out! den tat stup aug was bustedin me! damn! okokie. den sherlyns at ma hse now.. and we are kinda tired cuz we slept for afew hrs onli yesterdae! so bad rite! arr...

+ show da true colours +

[ *loveyatobits* ooh.. poor lil thing.. so sad case for u nOW! but too bad ]

woowee...ton begins!

2004-05-29T04:00:00.000-08:00

when i got home set da mahjong table cuz da rest was at aug's hse.. so they went ma hse.. sel, mel, sher and i played mahjong.. hahah we were teachin sher how ta play and one part was reli a great big joke tat sherlyn made mann! made us laff like non-stop...*onli peeps hu went noeS*okokies.. now sherlyn,john, melody, eugene, terence, meng hua, aloy, sel, jiaming, gary, aug, aug bro and his gf is here!YES AND I HAD TA COOK NOODLES FOR EUGENE, TERENCE N GARY.. BUT AFT TAT WHEN I COOKED EUEGENE'S SHARE JAIMING THE GREEDY ONE WENTA EAT..MEL COOKED DA SAUAGES..AND SHERLYN WAS COOKIN DA JELLY.. MA MUM COOKED FRENCH FRIES FOR US TOO.. CUZ MA MAID WAS ALREADI ASLEEP.. they WERE of cuz playin mahjong..of cuz john, meldoy,sherlyn and i aint playin arhh.. hahah.. we took turns to shower.. cuz they mel was shy.. so i showered first.. hahah.. den aft we all showered took some fotos.. and lazy john was slpin! den aft tat sel joined us and played games.. we were playin hamburger at first den we were so excited cuz of da game.. aft awhile.. we went out and made our gin tonic.. AND PLAY SOME HAND GAMES.. losers drink.. and we ate da jellies.. aft tat we wenta slp.. so we went in da rm.. so da 5 of us hadta squeeze.. but couldnt so john slept on da floor.. sher slept near da wall i slp beside her, mel den sel..but we couldnt reli slp when we lie down so we started to tickle sel cuz he is like damnit afraid.. den he ran outta da rm.. but we asked him ta cum in again la.. so one part when sel said he wanted to watch eugene play mahjong we changed our target to john.. okokie.. den we got tired.. and we soon fell aslp.. and at arnd 4am.. they finsh playin they wanted ta sqeeze in too.. but couldnt.. so some wenta shower first.. and ya.. so some r in da rm and some outside now.. i'm gonna go back ta ma rm.. blog ltr.. [ its like 4am so ltr at nite! ]

ma achin legs! awww..

2004-05-28T22:40:00.000-08:00

okokies.. back.. just now wenta orchard.. from taka to wisma to taka to wisma den to centrepoint den to taka den to wisma den to taka den to cine! ma legs are damnit achin mann~! gees.. den aft tat.. mel went home.. so sherlyn and i wenta cine.. mel boughta fox surfer shorts and sth lika off shoulder top from u2..sherlyn bought 1 too.. i boughta mango top..we hunted arnd orchard! awhile aft tat she met *blahs* den they went out.. okokie.. aft tat wenta ps to find ma other frens.. den went over ta paradiz n park lane to find ma sista.. den went home.. so bored! arr.. but its okie! yeah baby they're bunkin over at ma hse tml.. party! pj party and food party.. pillow fight? errr.. nt sure.. hmmm.. sherlyns watchin movie now.. so.. guess she wun be callin me tat early yeah.. so.. hahah.. listenin ta da kinda punk kinda barbie gerl.. hahah.. so nice.. she just sounds so weird.. by save ferris!
okokie.. there's show ta watch.. seeyall! excited tml!

-=[ *loveyatobits* ]=- +show ya true colours+

rainin~!

2004-05-28T20:24:00.000-08:00

yeah~! todae they're bunkin over at ma hse.. tokin on da fone to sherlyn now.. hahah.. tellin her watta pack! so Great s'pore sales and we r going town ta shop todae.. and at nite all of em cumin ta ma hse some gonna ton den i think we'll be da lazy wans gonna slp..cuz da next dae we're going ta sentosa.. tannin! okokie.. gonna see is ma food readi! blog ltr!

LAsTTTT dAYYY!!

2004-05-28T13:33:00.000-08:00

yeah! finally last dae.. just now on da way abck home wit sherlyn and mel.. mel had this kinda prank call..wonder hu it is.. scolded her den she scolded da person back.. and da person use private no. why so scared! dun use lah.. its like those freakin ahlians we guess so..
Awww..just came out from da toilet gotta tummy ache.. gees.. i'm onli left wit 1 hour.. to get ready.. dun think i can mann... its like another 15mins ta walk down ta sherlyns hse there.. and 45 mins to get readi.. gees.. i haven eaten.. guess i'm nt going mann! gtg get readi! b4 i be late.. hahah.. see yall!

[ show ya true colours baby.. ]

*loveyatobits* enjoy shoppin todae baby! tannins on!

Excited!

2004-05-27T17:35:00.000-08:00

i'm so full mann..shared a cab with sherlyn just now.. ya... kinda got sth like da meet da parent thiingy.. and i had to like stand there wahs.. so achin siaa.. but its okie la.. hehah.. guess reli gotta study mann..if nt n levels fail sia.. but most prob like gonna fail uh.. so well.. hahah.. tmls da last dae of sch soo happy! ooh ya.. and i haf flag day on Sat 5 june! damn.. hafta go all da way ta jurong at 8 wit all da sec 4 and 5's.. gees.. some peeps reli suck to da farkin core.. DETEST AH LIANS! HATE.posers.. hahah.. feelin kinda slppy...
yeah.. gonna haf lotsa gigs cumin up boy.. ma frens and i sure gonna catch em! ((: sunday Sentosa.. sun tannin! gees.. hope i wun turn inta a blackie like b4..aft tat off to orchard.. hahah...SAT SHOPPIN DAY!!!!! woohoowee...
ooh yea just remed.. just now.. sherlyn and i shared da cab and da uncle dug his ear and i think either smell or ate it.. so sick...ewwwwk! awww.. just so digusted..! *puke* some peeps even dig their freakin nose den eat it.. so sick.. damn damn sick.. digustin! gross..
hmm.. wonder y's ma sista at hm at this hour.. and now.. she just finsh bathin and she's blastin da music! hahah.. i'm way end da other side of da hse and i still can hear it mann!gees... she must be alil' crazy cuz she has been alil' crazy this few days.. ma necks achin seems like its gonna break or sth.. argh.. i wanna see more clothes.. findin.. tat day went shoppin and bought a A|X top.. ma sista kinda like it now.. hahah.. i'll be mean and make her jealous..think i stand too long just now.. ma legs are reli achin boy.. sheesh! k hafta go watch TV.. ((: see ya'all! love ya peeps soso much! hahah..

[ DETEST AHLIANS TOTALLY.. and i'm nt one either.. ]

[ i'm still kinda not sure.. but well.. just see how it goes.. ]

[ seein is bleievin and provin is believin too.. ]

*love ya to bits and piecies* hahah.. almost over ya.. hu cares.. wadeva!

+ hope dat da dinner and dance is gonna be on +

bored rollin eyes

2004-05-26T08:26:00.000-08:00

JUNE HOLIDAES....

1. medi and pedi
2. Re-Shappin of eyebrow
3. shoppin
4. movies
5. bunkin over
6. takin lotzza fotos
7. shop till drop
8. eat tonns boy!
9. dress up
10. party
11. Study
12. holi homework
13. suntannin
14. sentosa
15. sports

-wad our holi wld look lyke...hahah-
just finsh tokin to sher.. well were plannin bout da holiday.. hahah.. sayin tat this
sundae going ta sentosa den go orchard there a sg street festive.. bands would be playin so we wanna go check it out ya..den aft tat maybe bunkin over at ma hse.. hahah.. sat go shoppin! ma fave! wooowee.. gees... fri maybe wtachin other shows... holidays wit remedials and tonns of maths homework by tat frog kills me mann! okokies..den we were tokin bout ***** hahah.. was funnie la.. hey sherlyn.. lucky i'm nt a guy siaa.. okie.. eatin ma mango now..
its like 12 sth kinda awake cuz i slept just now.. ya so.. still havin ma headache..ma sista is Ultra Crazy todae..hahah.. so funnie mann.. her 2 fones were lost! and recently her handphone was spoilt.. hahah.. and now hse gotta use 3210! hahah watta old fone.. thou gotta extra 7210 but i dunno lend her.. cuz she'll be a super KPO seein ma msges and all.. so beta dunn!
Sherlyn.. giants gonna be on beware of da long reciept hahah.. *rem*

i wanna buy clothes and now i'm findin for runnin shorts tat kinda.. but i want royal sportin hse dun haf seh.. okokies.. beta go off.. lazy ta type alreadi! ((: *smiles off*

SEE YA'LL!

[ *love ya to bits* memories of ya..in ma mind ]

headache

2004-05-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

damn... i'm hafin a bad headache now.. think its cuz of me watchin up from sherlyns home when it was drizziling.. hais..cant eat too much panadol it wun be gd ta da liver and da point is! i haf to eat da syrup type cuz i dunno howta swallow da tablet..
todae was in sch.. lesson.. nth much..arnd da same..aft school ate noodles! woowee.. put too much chilli and i was burnin! gees.. ma face was super red and i kinda kept coughin one part.. aft tat wanta taka wit mel and sher.. on da way there some kinda funnie guys kept on lookin at us.. crazy ppl! gosh! when taka look at some ***** and all.. and tried it on. and bought it.. woow. lookin for a pair of tat kinda runnin shorts?..
aft tat walked to da bus stop and someone asked sherlyn and i for directions to bugis.. hahah.. sherlyn and i were sayin tat its gonna be a shoppin day for us on saaat.. cuz theres great s'pore sales too! ((:
just now missed ma happy fish show.. cuz wenta slp.. but i watched punk'd and its reli funnie!

[ ahlians always will stay as ahlians.. frenster so act cute and act lyke kinda.. guess wad they arent.. they're just whole bunch of kukunutS! ]

[ i dunno either... just wait and observe and see more wld help ]

*love ya to bits* your fave and habits became mine too..thanks baby..you've taught me a lesson tat there is no evalastin love.. so there

one or both? wad isit?

2004-05-25T16:21:00.000-08:00

gees.. hafin a tummy ache now.. well.. the so call poser.. i mean actin minister came to ma sch todae.. during chi lesson.. woow.. when he come in we were like doin a quiz and we took kinda long to stand up and greet him as some din noe cuz they were tooo into the quiz.. woowee.. ma face was like burnin mann when i saw him.. was like so "paiseh" kinda.. den aft sch... aft awhile den we went off..back home.. ooh ya.. queenstownians can visit da webbie www.peitiononline.com/454545/petition.html.. its a dinner and dance kinda thing..and sign the petition if ya interested la.. hahah.. like promoter sia.. okokies.. organised by shaun, xingjie, alan, thu aung and some other peeps la.. so visit it ya.. see ya'll.. *wee* gonna shower!

[ true colours and actin r diff ]

*love ya to bits*

seen da true colours.. but still ponderin!

2004-05-24T22:28:00.000-08:00

okie.. *snif* just sneezed loads of tymes ya.. mondae blues.. damn.. so bored todae.. came home aft sch.. ya.. nth much! ((: slack at home.. watch tv.. and now.. watchin friends! great show.. well.. had ma fave vege today and grass jelly aft dinner.. tml da actin "mini"ster is cumin to ma sch.. and ya.. haf ta act as a goodie gerl..like posin! anyway he doesnt understand chi and he is gonna walk pass during chi lesson.. so he'll be like.. "watta hell r u tokin abt! chi sucks beyond da core!" hahah.. dream on he wun! lessons todae was alryte.. watch chrlie chaplin durin MT todae.. was kinda nice thou it was a black and white kinda thing.. but he rox! his damn funnie.. ((: lil cute guy! going back ta watch da show! missed 2 mins of it alreadi! see ya'll!

[ thou i haf seen kinda da true colours.. but i'm still ponderin.. hu is it.. i still cant fig out.. but i hope i can soon ya.. till now.. maybe its torturin ]

*love ya too bits* [TrueFrens?] gees..

i've kinda let it go.. sucha great feelin! so gald! woow! ((: *smiles off*

watta sore loser..play along den..

2004-05-23T11:11:00.000-08:00

[ since ya want it tat way.. alryte..take it all away.. you can haf all.. cuz its happenin over and over again and i'm tired of it.. its not as if its gonna go any beta.. since ya haf hinted me.. guess i'll just accept it and play along. the sense of quietness is dangerous.. take it all away.. you want it you snatch it you haf it and you'll make use of it sooner or later.. a dangerous mind in your head.. noe wad ya up too.. i wun get fool by ya..dun suck up cuz you are jealous.. be wad you are ]

*love ya to bits and piecies*

pissed off mann!

2004-05-23T00:37:00.000-08:00

okies..so just now in da afternoon quarrelled wit ma stup sista.. but its like a wadeva! hu cares thing.. when ta orchard and den off to another place.. tats all nth much ta sae ya.. so there..

[ i fark care bout ya or wad ya think anymore cuz its like a wadeva thing! a hu cares thing! take it.. you can haf it all.. i've enaf.. i wun ask for more anymore.. cuz this happens too many tymes and it let me change ma mind.. so wadeva it is.. i'll nv bother anymore..unles.. hais.. lifes just liddat kie.. farkin shit! *tears* let wad i sae so near yet so far..]

*love him to bits!*

prayin hard

2004-05-22T02:12:00.000-08:00

well well.. yesterdae slept arnd 4+ cuz ma frens were over at ma hse playin mahjong and later ma sista joined us too..yesterdae was like sooooo funnie.. okie fine.. i lost money.. sobs..grr.. nvm.. yesterdae they were so noisy dat da neighbours complained and 3 police came.. hahah.. they tot was a fight.. but it wasnt.. it was onli tat we were very noisy den theys sae ok! hahah.. sorrie neighbours.. *ouch* ma retainers are kinda painful recently dunno y too.. anyway.. gtg alreadi.. going out soon... blog 2nite or tml... seeyall! ((: *winkin off*

[ i lovie love love ya to bits mann! ]

STELLA LOVES COLIN! COLIN LOVES STELLA!! HAHAHAH.. DIN NOE THEY WERE SO LOVEIN!! HAHAH.. onli mel and sher knows wad i mean ya.. bread gurl!

[PrayinhardEachDay]

2004-05-20T22:25:00.000-08:00

well well well.. nth happen much in sch todae.. onli.. err.. aft recess b4 mt we were kinda like playin.. and so.. in da toilet doing some kinda things.. and sherlyn ran lika chickEN.. hahah.. tat was reli funnie.. aft sch..went home straight and den wenta play badminton wit mel, sher, jm, sel and aug [mel's baby bug] hahah.. *yawn* some stupid henderson 2 lower sec childish guys came and show of their skill and ask whether they cld play double wit us.. they are so freakin show off sia.. aft tat we played all da way eat tuna wit bread.. and all.. and home again.. eat.. boring day.. ooh ya.. gotta bring ss and geo notes tml.. aniwae.. nth much la.. so there.. see yall arnd..! ((:

[ prayin hard tat nth will happen at all *bedasame* ]

[ love ya to bits.. ya so lovely lil' cute one! ya rawk totally! ]

sleepy.. pray hard

2004-05-19T22:29:00.000-08:00

great mann~! todae everywhere is achin since i woke up ma arms and legs! grr.. couldnt walk properly in sch! was very tired in sch todae mann!! aft recess was CME so sherlyn n i played a borin game bingo.. but instead i spelt it as bitch! and it wasnt on purpose..hahah.. aft tat maths.. so mrs yeong brought us to da AVT and go thru da corrections for da mid year paper wit us! yeah.. had extra 5 marks! thanks sherlyn.. she found it for me! den aft tat selwyn melody pitkun and terence were sittin in front of us and they keep on playin.. and so.. den da stup terence keep on disturbin sherlyn and i.. grrr.. throw things! irritatin sia! den mrs yeong got angry at us.. and she said she din wanna teach den we were like.. is she crazy? hahah.. den we giggled abit la..den aft tat stayed in sch a while den go home.. nth much happen la.. ((:

[ prayin hard... ]

*love ya to bits*

tired.. sporty!

2004-05-18T22:11:00.000-08:00

okies, so todae.. sherlyn and i took cab home cuz it was reli hot and so.. so we waited for mel to get up da cab first cuz she was hafin a reli bad tummyache.. aft tat.. she went ta ma hse.. got readi all of da stuff for the badminton and tennis lata at sherlyn's hse.. aft all.. we walked down to sherlyn's hse.. waited for her for arnd half an hr at her hse near da pool.. den.. we went to da security guards table to sign in.. den we saw jiaming and selwyn just got off da cab so we went up ta put the things den came down.. played singles for awhile den we played doubles.. hahah.. cant even rem was it selwyn and sherlyn won or jiaming and i.. hahah.. den arnd 4.45 augustine called sherlyn to tell her tat he was comin.. den sherlyn wenta pick him up! so we played doubles again! HE! shoe has no friction, burms droppin ! still dare ta ask sherlyn whether she has belt..hahah.. den aft tat terence came.. den played.. when the 4 guys played! wahs.. can die sia! he even can sit and play hahah! den sherlyn wenta book another hour.. aft tat we wenta play tennis and sherlyn hit da ball outta da court right down from da 4th level to da first!
aft playin for awhile was kinda boring.. ya so.. we left to the badminton court.. and we were lazy to walk all da way down so.. we were thinkin howta take da lift cuz sherlyns card onli cld open da door for her blk.. she terence climbed over *phew* luckily he din fall if not.. maybe he wld be in da hospital now sia! den he press and open da gate..aft tat we played another 15 mins of badminton and other residents came cuz they book da court.. so we went down.. had a drink and the rest of em left..exp me cuz i was waitin for mummy to fetch me cuz we went to da supermarket.. hahah..
while waitin there was this mother and 2 kids quite young.. den da mum ask em whether they wanna drink anything so asked da son first wad he wants.. so the son pointed rootbeer.. den she inserted da coins..den aft taking it he accidentally dropped it! ya and so.. da mum was so stup enaf to open da can so fast and guess wad! it overflowed.. damn! so she kinda use a piece of tissue and clean it up.. den da daughter said tat she wants a milo.. the machine showed 3 diff cans of packagin and she tot was all diff.. how dumb.. den sherlyn was like sayin she wanna see which is da newest arh.. gees..actually da boys kinda noti and kinda act cute sia.. hahah.. da gerl was pretty lovely, quiet and adorable.. ((:
they went of aft tat.. ma mum came nt long aft tat and we wenta da supermarket and bought some stuff.. den went home.. ((:

[ freakin liar.. nut case.. sick up there! ]

[ Prayin hard tat nth will happen ya.. *be okie* ]

so hot and sporty...so close yet so far

2004-05-17T20:32:00.000-08:00

today.. gotta real big painful headache! guess it is due to da weather.. got back few papers. todae.. not tat gd results ya..had assembly todae! was damnit hot mann! the prog todae was kinda weird and funnie.. overall..okie la..damn! den aft tat had lunch in sch and chat awhile and went home.. terence, aug, jiaming, sherlyn and i share a cab.. hahah.. cuz it was so hot and we were lazi..sherlyn wenta ma hse cuz i went home ta change first.. den we went of to her house to play badminton.. was kinda fun played from abt 4.30 - 7..when we were playin da shuttleCOCK got suck in da tree so i was tryin ta take it den sherlyn was like.. the tree has milk becareful i was like thinkin.. din noe trees has milk..hahah...was actually sap.. aft tat da COCK got stuck again den it was to high to reach so i tried..but i still couldnt..so i use ma rubberband and tie da 2 rackets together and tried..eventually..we got it down.. den da last 10-15 mins we had a small match.. 32-31 won her by 1 point.. but no worries.. she sure can do it.. den a group of small jap boys were playin soccer whr we were playin badminton so we wenta see if there was space for us to book da badminton court so sherlyn booked it.. actually we tot of playin bball but sherlyn's bro lent it to his fren so we didnt..damn.. was hot and fun addin on ma headache.. but can train me.. hahah.. tml's tennis and badminton.. gees.. i'll be bringin da tennis racket.. been kinda long since i last touch ma racket.. hahah..well.. gotta big blister on ma big toe.. *ouch* it feels painful and weird.. todae missed ma "danchun" but nvm.. there's a new 9 oclock show! hahah.. sch's sellin HAPPY FISH Now.. so copyrite.. but its yummie! i can lose weight liddat.. gotta go alreadi.. maybe blog ltr!

[ in da mids of hatin cum wonderin ][ i must exercise.. as in do sports. not run! ]

[ love ya to bits ]

in da mids of hatin -hatred-

2004-05-16T15:49:00.000-08:00

yesterdae..came home.. bathe and played mahjong with ma sista's frens and mum..cuz her frens arrived b4 she came home.. just finsh eatin ma lunch.. nth much.. going out ltr.. blog at nite la.. - in da mids of hatin - ((:

[ lovin ya to bits still ]

the darkness

2004-05-15T10:47:00.000-08:00

MORNING! hahah.. todae woke up early cuz i'm going out earlier todae.. well.. haf been havin a cold since i woke up mann.. *snif* so sad sia no more 9pm show alreadi.. ended.. damn.. mondae gonna take back results, doom day! damn! grr.. wadeva.. hmmm dunno watta wear mann.. yeah! ma pup (dad) is gonna buy me da shades..((: gtg get readi.. blog ltr.. *ah CHo*

another day lived is another day gained tears

2004-05-14T22:05:00.000-08:00

hais.. went out todae.. walk arnd.. nth much.. hais.. sooo sad manN! hais.. the 9 o clock show last show.. he died.. so sad.. hais..Ang ku kuey lost her baby.. damn.. reli very sad mann.. why cant it be a happily eva aft show.. why.. hais.. -no.mood-

[ everyday lived is a bonus *tears* ]

[ love ya to bits.. missed ]

the darkness

2004-05-14T18:39:00.000-08:00

MORNING! woow.. got up bit earlier todae.. cuz i wld be going out early todae.. hahah... well nth much.. got ma pup (dad) to buy me da shades alreadi.. *happy* gees.. got another blister mann! damn.. havin a cold now.. ma nose has been drippin since i woke up.. *sniff*
no more 9pm show.. so sad.. mondae gettin back results its like gonna be shit mann~ i dunno watta wear...*ah cho*.. okokies.. gtg get readi.. blog ltr.. *winks*

reli sad...extremly

2004-05-13T22:06:00.000-08:00

hais.. just finshin watchin da show.. wenhe's gonna die..reli sad..actually cried.. hais.. how can he.. although its a show but its reli very saddenin.. damn..he fainted at escape..its like.. sucha sad thing.. so sad.. extremly.. hais.. wanda why haf he gotta die and now haf a miricle.. well.. i must watch tml's show! positive..later gonna watch the OC..hais..

[ ma life is screwed ]

[ love him to bits..hais.. ]

exams over..

2004-05-13T20:21:00.000-08:00

well.. just came home not to long ago.. cuz of the 9 oclock show i dun wanna mis abit of it..hahah..went out todae and missed 2 of ma fave shows..argh..nvm..woowo.. was kinda bit late todae when i met sherlyn at da bus stop.. cuz i got readi everythin last min.. hahah.. den we walked over qt mrt and met melody..just in tyme 111 came so we got up..sherlyns heals got kinda stuck when she was walkin up da stairs in the bus..den aft tat 3 of us sat in a row..hahah..ooh ya.. i was passin ma sweet to em and when sherlyn change sit and sat next to me suddenly someone took da sweet.. den i was like "huh?" gotta shocked.. and it was shaun..den we were suprise..aft tat we wenta taka and paragon walk arnd.. heeren to take foto and off ta ps to mit da rest of em.. sat at starbucks wit ruting and melvin.. hahah.. melvin kept on crackin jokes bout all of us..hahah..damn~ den when da rest came we wenta bought da tickets we wanted ta watch da 3.10 show but aug was not here yet and there were not much sits too.. (: so we watched the 3.40 show...happily watchin..so achin mann ma neck we were sittin on da second row!! damn! was kinda nice show and in da end it was damn sad..but..ya.. tot is was gonna be tat kinda happily lived eva aft but it wasnt..well..den aft tat we wenta eat at da foodcourt.. and den went home~ sheesh almost fell in da bus.. sher sth like fell on me.. den i almost fell on da guy but luckily didnt if nt it will be like.. shit mann!hahah.. gotta blister on ma baby toe.. damnit painful..okokies.. blog later.. ((:

[[ love him to bits.. ]]

its over! wooo...

2004-05-13T10:11:00.000-08:00

man ooh man.. exams are finally over.. so happy! okie.. i just got home not to long ago..hahah.. kinda happy tat exams are over but i'm afraid bout ma results.. arh.. anyway.. came home ta change den i'm meetin ma frens ltr.. well.. gonna miss ma 5.30 show todae.. cuz i guess i'll still be out by den.. ya.. but i'm nv gonna miss da 9 o'clock show.wenhe is like so..nice in da show.. ooh.. i just found out yesterde tat ma dads fren actually noe him! i was like wooo! so cool! hahah.. okokies.. gotta tummy ache now.. wander watta eat for lunch.. mentally hungry..seems like i'm gonna got a sore throat soon.. *crossed fingers* sheesh.. gotta go do ma stuff.. blog ltr..

[ love him to bits.. *da cutest thing eva* ]

sad.. totally! tears

2004-05-12T22:06:00.000-08:00

just finsh watchin da show. kinda sad.. dunno why either.. hais.. tml wenhe and ah qing's gonna hug and blahs.. well.. sucha saddenin thing mann! its like.. why has he gotta get cancer.. hais.. although the anqi isnt tat pretty but she did da rite thing ta sae out tat he has cancer at da rite tyme.. stup father keeps on scoldin him.. so bad.. hais.. how i wish da endin was like a fairy tale.. tat kinda " and they lived happily eva aft.." but nah~ it isnt.. so sad.. *tears*

[ love ya to bits.. how i wish (: *missed* ]

chemicals..

2004-05-12T18:53:00.000-08:00

chemistry! okokies.. just now tryin ta study chem aft tokin ta charmaine [shes not tat mental patient]..tellin me how cruel guys can be.. i mean hers! hahah.. okokie.. sit down on da sofa and started to fall aslp..hahah.. den woke up and fell asleep lotsa tymes..okokies.. den i had kinda long nap.. hahah.. got up.. read abit more on the chap and took ma chips and when ta watch tv.. i was tellin maself.. okie! i'm nt gonna eat the whole packet.. but in da end.. i ate em all! gees.. aft watchin da show.. wenta shower and now i'm out! tyme reli flies mann! i hope there wun be such thing as exams.. damn.. hahah..smell, the chicken wings nemo's fathers [i mean ma maid cuz she's call MARLIN] cookin..great aroma..been eatin to much heaty food mann! i'm gonna fall sick anytyme..sheesh.. okokies.. beta go now.. i'm gonna watch da 9 o clock show.. its reli nice.. ((: wonder wads gonna happen todae.. so excited.. cant wait..

[Char..almost all guys are gd for nth *trust me* hahah... (:]

[ love ya to bits *sheesh* ]

escape.. [ live in dreams ]

2004-05-12T15:15:00.000-08:00

woowoo...poa stup thing couldnt finsh doing.. so dumb..wahs.. den heard i failed ma paper one.. tokin to some mental patient now.. hahah.. crazy peep.. needa study later sia.. just now was watchin mtv saw da time out me mtv and da breakin the habit was sooo cute! heheh.. okokies.. stop ma crap.. school sucks alryte! sup boring! cant wait for tml ta be over so tat i can party mann! tml gonna watch movie... so there... blog ltr.. if theres tyme..

[ love ya to bits ] *cute lil thing*

sadness is wad it brings..sigh

2004-05-11T22:07:00.000-08:00

just finsh watchin da show.. thinkin of why wenhe and ah qing gotta be liddat..damn saddenin..*p0nders* he shld tell ahqing wad..although she wld be sad and worried beta den makin her in sucha state..darn..are all da guys so "popomama" damn.. why? da dad oso want so much face for wad sia.. everyone noe's tat they arent blood related wad..so pissed.. damn! grrr.. okokies.. reli sad.. tml.. hais.. i hate da ANG KUEY spoiler..

[ sad ][ Tears ]

[ love ya to bits baby ]

stup com is makin me crazy!

2004-05-11T04:49:00.000-08:00

damn.. ma stupid com is like mad! sheesh.. its crazy and keeps Hangin.. total shit sia..well.. now haf some tyme so i'll blog la.. studyin poa and i noe tml's paper is reli gonna be damn tuff.. esp todae's maths.. its like woow... *blank* okokies.. ma pa sucks mann.. 9 o clock is cumin.. so excited.. gees.. da weather's reli bad.. feelin damn warm here..hahah.. okokie.. damn.. todae da teacher was like walkin arnd during maths paper den she kept on lookin at me even thou i wasnt lookin at her i can sense tat she was lookin at me.. den aft tat i got so pissed off den i just looked back at her.. well.. i was like thinkin! is there sth wrong wit me? why do ya keep on lookin.. crazy uh? darn.. da feelin was like weird..how i wish exams were over.. den i can shop arnd so on..if onli da show was true i wld be like... whoo..reli damn nice mann! but in da end he wld still hafta die.. so sad.. anyway.. show's startin sooon... (:

[ love ya to bits +cute thing+ ]

heavy head

2004-05-11T03:01:00.000-08:00

boring boring.. studying poa.. i think haha.. well.. i wanna watch da 9 o clock show todae! cyas blog laater

sadist...

2004-05-09T11:58:00.000-08:00

watta stupid story writer..the 9 oclock laksa show..why haf it gotta end tat way.. sucha sadist..make da story so sad..*must watch*
hais..nth much ta sae bout todae

[love ya]

watch movie!

2004-05-08T12:00:00.000-08:00

i wanna watch new york min... mary kate and ashley... they rawk like helll..sheesh..exams here..cant concentrate on ma studies..sad case rite..aiyahs..watta do..cant possibly do anything ya..gottago alreadi (:

[farkin liars appears everywhere just arnd ya..]

we're at mac..sheesh

2004-05-05T18:28:00.000-08:00

eh..okokies..well..now sherlyn , melody, pit kun and i r at mac greatworld..just finsh eatin our breakfast.. gees...todae was ma social studies and it lik sucked totally sia..its lik wth... i studied mostly on the stup chap 3 but didnt comeout atall sia *mel stoplookin* ookokieess.ts is a stup co so damnit lousy..*dun peeps* okokies..okokies..tml is phy...duneva think i can pass either.well... stup n level tis year so itslike watta do sia..okie, pit kun's gettin retarded here... damnit...

finally..

2004-05-04T22:23:00.000-08:00

ooh.. kinda dumb.. and now finally got da hang of using blogspot.. well..todae! exams! sheesh! so boring.. hafin a headache now.. half way watchin incredible tales.. damnit scary [ wish ya were here ]

boring boring!

tired

2004-05-04T04:42:00.000-08:00

exams sucks

stupid blogspot!

2004-05-03T21:09:00.000-08:00

exam sucks

2004-05-03T20:07:00.000-08:00

ooh okokies! sick of this blog thing! think blogdrive is beta..aww.. well exams sucks totally! english paper was difficult and so will da rest be! freak!

[ love ya baby] (:

2004-05-03T19:51:00.000-08:00

so freak up by exams!

[love ya loads]

2004-05-03T19:40:00.000-08:00

okokies.. now i'm being KS havin blog spot and blog drive well.. today sucks.. first dae of exam! english paper! so hard i mean difficult i'm bound ta fail this mann! how sia! sheesh.. cant stand tat bytch totally! reli! awww~ hais..

[love ya 4eva dude.. -smuackies-]

[exam stressful sia!]

[[ I Will Cut Maself Cuz Tat Was Wad I Swear ]] -Farny Barny-

ATTENTION PEEPSS...

HELLOOOOO*

CHANGE OF BLOG ADD

i'm sleepyy..

supa gd gerl today..but i miss ma sticks..

i miss nth but ma sticks..i love em!

tired me*

sleepy!!! i just dunno a fark la..im confused..*sighh

haisss*

blackk outtsss

tired--haissss happy or sad?

bloody barny

i'm a gd gerl todae

watta bytch!

awwww!!!! ma hair!!!

let me die

i'm dead tired!

bored~!

i dun wanna see anyone but u

bytches

boredddd.. ma sunburn is sooooo......

ma sunburn!

tired to da core

why cant it be one aft another

i hate maself

i think i noe hu isit.. baby just think properly

Tired!

wad shld i be?

shld i be hatin?

i love todae!

eye bags!

Tired me!

okie.. this is an continuation

woowee...ton begins!

ma achin legs! awww..

rainin~!

LAsTTTT dAYYY!!

Excited!

bored *rollin eyes*

headache

one or both? wad isit?

seen da true colours.. but still ponderin!

watta sore loser..play along den..

pissed off mann!

prayin hard

[PrayinhardEachDay]

sleepy.. *pray hard*

tired.. sporty!

so hot and sporty...so close yet so far

in da mids of hatin -hatred-

the darkness

another day lived is another day gained *tears*

the darkness

reli sad...extremly

exams over..

its over! wooo...

sad.. totally! *tears*

chemicals..

escape.. [ live in dreams ]

sadness is wad it brings..*sigh*

stup com is makin me crazy!

heavy head

sadist...

watch movie!

we're at mac..sheesh

finally..

tired

stupid blogspot!

bored rollin eyes

sleepy.. pray hard

another day lived is another day gained tears

sad.. totally! tears

sadness is wad it brings..sigh